You have been already assisted in the growth and learning. If you still
don't understand how one can live with contradictory beliefs and not call it
neurosis, you'd have to come to Seattle and be indoctrinated manually. :-)
Try treating the "contradictory beliefs" concept seriously and you will soon
hear that the problem is with YOU. I've kept receiving such feedback for
almost two years. It's like with any other irrational belief: believe it or
"go away and don't scare away my prey". Try it, the effort is worth it: you
can see the "contradictory beliefs" neurosis first hand.
Regards, Tadeusz (Tad) Niwinski from planet TeTa
tad@teta.ai http://www.teta.ai (604) 985-4159